Day 10 June 1'st Monday

Yesterday was a very long day. I only slept for five hours. In the morning the three service guys worked with Sean (Facilities Director). That was good except we took a long time because we caught a lot of things that were wrong. We basically worked from breakfast to four. I helped serve dinner and noticed Kelsey had come back into the kitchen and was doing dishes before we even called seconds. So I ate very very quickly ;) and went back to work the three sink with her/hangout. Apparently she had a really tough day and almost started crying multiple times. That was hard because I just wanted to help and contribute to her feeling better. I tried to encourage and to keep things light. BRB (Devos) Before I worked at three sink with Kelsey I felt good about things. I felt like I had come to a point of just accepting to focus o0n our friendship and I was trying to get myself comfortable with expecting nothing to happen between us. When I experiences her really struggling I was there as a friend but I just had a lot of raw emotions I wanted to say "hey forget the dishes lets go take a walk" I didn't see her the rest of the night but we had a nice embrace before she left. Father lead me in a direction please. I do not want this to consume my thoughts this summer or my emotions. hmmm